If everyday statistic is low means there's something wrong with u.

Whats the diffrence if u tell me when u know its not gonna be a good sign from me and still do it compare to not telling and do it and still get the same result. So don't complain when it happens to u.Never heard of "dont do on ppl of what u dont' when them to do on u?."

Let go of what pulls u down.

these few days i feel damn down and bored,
being soo caught up and tied down and feeling all so not worth it,
wondering why should i when i could be much happier,
why should i care what u think when u dont freaking think of mine?
saying things to convince me of a change...BULLSHIT,
when it comes to your selfishness u can do whatever u want,
including hurting your loved ones.
when u know that thing dissapoints,hurt,make me angry,
u still can ask me "can ah"?
u ask like that what else can i say?!
and when the word "ok" comes out,
straight away fly away.
u wanna fly?then lets fly.

why should i be the one left behind when i can be ahead.

i'm no

im just a human with

so if u are gonna

or..

my

& make my

without

then just

because i've got other people to share my


with whoever that truly deserves.

A Fluff of anesthetic Poodles.

Recently my mum found out of a new diet plan that is to drink either vitagen or yoghurt and 1 cup of wine everyday for 2 weeks and the magical outcome would be to lose 7kg.So as u all know i'm a sucker for drinking,i cant drink for shyte, but....for diet anything goes. I drank the dosage and guess what?my whole body starts throbbing and i went tomato red *rolling eyes* assss usual. I tried to take a nap but i keep waking up with this tremendoes throbbing headache and dossing back off untill 7pm!the whole day i was sleeping drunk!hahaha.so when i got a call from my vet that my fluffs are back i went to take a look at them.seriously poor thing lor when i saw both of them, they were heavily drugged from thier spaying surgery that they couldnt even walk or get up!baybe boo was pouring buckets of saliva everywhere.Now its already 1.30am and baybeboo is still weak,gosh im sooo fucking worry!bailey is totally walking and all already but baybeboo is just lying there still as a dead dog.freaking worry....hopefully she pass the night without any complications.cuz if anything happens *cross fingers* im sooo gonna regret putting her to surgery!somore i have to sign this form that if anything happens to the dog its not the vets responsibility *sobs sobs*

a 2 very drugged poodles.

and this is the wound.ekk!

After....
*all we've been thru
*caring for u
*denying any negative and gave u a chance
*treating u will my whole heart
*laughing together
*eating together at the basement with high talks and laughter
*thinking that we were close
*eating BKT
*going for trips


but in the end, you show me your true colour.just to test your luck u'd risk our friendship just for that lil bit of marks. i thought we were a group,how could u betray me. Instead of hate, u make me feel sad for u,sad that,after all your "lose" u "lose" even more.Goodbye.

"You could have confronted me,instead u choose to pull me down.now i know what kinda person u are, the person that doesnt give a shyte about friendship or love,u'd do anything just to get yourself higher.in the end friend, u'd feel alone.Sorry for u."