Thursday, February 11, 2010

Seriously...
Everyday so many thing's run through my head
like, how will i support my lifestyle in the future?
will i be healthy and happy?
will i have husband and kids who really love and appreciate me?
am i good enough?
I wanna push myself further but why is there soo many things that is holding me back from doing it?
why do i let it happen?
do i want to look back and regret?
why do i keep pleasing people instead of being pleased?
why do i care so much for nothing?
I need to start reacting instead of just thinking.
set my priorities straight..
gosh!I NEED TO BE THE BOSS OF ME MAN....
like seriously, i need to take hold of my life and do whatever that i think is right for me before i regret.

.And i'm not letting anyone stop me.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010


Enough said.


Dreaded to leave HONG KONG!
duty calls for andrea to be back at the wretched place called home..
Im guessing sooner or later i'll be getting PR at a beautiful country where I can progress with my life...
now... its just the same old.... Yumcha *rolls eyes*
-Clubbing *sigh*
-staying at home * double sigh*
and yes...being dominated by everyone in my life * kills herself*