when being in fantasy turns BAD....
According to The Star Newspaper dated 23,Monday,November 09 " Party drugs that kill ".
What are party drugs?
Do you really know what is the side effect & bad side of it?
Here is what star had to say.
Methamphetamine commonly known as ( shaybu, ice,yaba, WY, Pil Kuda) is a type of amphetamine-type stimulant (ATS), which also covers amphetamine (Bennis, Bnez), ecstacy, cocanine (coke, snow, blow, toot) and crack (base, sugar block, roxanne). ATS is a synthetic drug, produced through chemical reactions, it acts on the central nervous system.
Users feel awkwardly confident and bold, and this also makes them more aggressive. they usually experience sleeping difficulties, staying awake for up to eight days.
The detrumental effect of methamphetamine:
- it affects various sides of the brain instead of being receptor-specific like conventional drugs. it makes the user more violent, aggresive and will take long run cause brain damage, 60% of which is irreversible.
- its highly acidic and can destroy the walls of blood vessels or cause internal vessel rupture.
-it affects the cardiovascular system, leading to heart attack or stroke.
it leads to mental disorder. more than 40% of those taking methamphetamine suffer from mental disorder after 2 years.
it causes psychotic simptoms including paranoia and hallucination, among others, that often cause suicide.
ketamine: Commonly known as K is an anaesthetic for horses or elephant, legally manufactured at india in liquid form, but the powder form is abused as a party drug. low doses gives user a drunk-like effect while a high doses induces an "out of the world" , dream like or floating sensation. the drug numbs the user and thier thinking, and hence, is widely use as a date rape drug or illegal organ trafficker.
Only a certain percentage of users develope dependancy, but even those not addicted to it will experience the effect:
-Severe epigastric pain
- Urinary inconsistency (passing urine every five minutes or so) urinary track infection and kidney failure.
- Pronounced damage to the cerebella ( Back of brain) and brain stem ( the part of that brain that contgrols our stomoch and urinary bladder movement).
Eramin 5 : (five-chai, Happy 5) or Nimetazepam, which belongs to the benzodiazepine group of drugs, is an anti-anxiety, sleeping tablet that has the properties of amphetamine. it is highly abusive, hence the benzodiazepine.
p/s: A familiar phrase: why must i stop?
Heres the answer: Why must you give yourself an excuse to love yourself?
why not start enjoying life in a diffrent perspective and start loving yourself which will then give u the will to look at your future instead of living only for today where the future is a thought for tomorrow.
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Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Monday, November 16, 2009
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Piece of my fucking mind
LESBIANS...
I love my lesbian friends, I respect them, I don't mind them being around me or being a lesbian, i dont pull them down or give them one kind of look to make them feel awful. Even though i may not understand them but i try being on their point of view because i know some of them are born like that, was like that since young, gave up on the other sex & etc
But what bothers me and makes me feel sick, disrespect & furious at THOSE who fucking try to convert others that are not lesbians.
It is for a fact, that EVERYONE knows publicly and secretly that lesbians are shun upon the public. U guys know for a fact that it is hard being a lesbian, right?
U can't show affection in public, have to pretend in public and if those who are not open minded to the fact of lesbians for example
1. The law
2. Parents
3. Friends
Will prosecute you.
Nvm about the the law, to those who wanna convert non-lesbians to a lesbian. For heaven sakes lar, why the fuck are u so selfish?? have u ever thought about their parents, friends and for her??
Obviously it never crossed your mind or your urges are too strong that u just dont care IF u can actually do it.
Think about it la, it is already so hard for you to be apart of society. Why do u want to drag another innocent being into that?
Whats worst is you guys always aim on helpless, heartbroken girl.
at the point of breaking down, you guys as the knight in shining armor comes "rescue-ing" them by providing them a shoulder to cry on, providing them with cash and materialistic things which in a heart broken state of mind every girls dream where this is what they want from their boyfriends.
it is such a cheap trick to do this, like preying on innocent victims, why??
Just because u like her?
Please la, there are soo many other lesbian girls out there for the picking, and u know these girls wont last too long with u cuz...
1.they are for a fact NOT lesbians *they probably went with u cuz at THAT MOMENT they were heartbroken & blinded to the fact your cheap trick*
2. it is just a phase.
So dear lesbian friends, why want to get YOUR heart broken in the end when u know it is for a fact that it wont last long?
because of your urges?
Then keep it in you and dont be so selfish. Think for others as we think of you as well.
p/s: this goes for guys as well.
p/p/s: if u wanna get offended go ahead cuz it is for a fact that IT IS TRUE. if u can think otherwise what else is there to say then?
p/p/p/s: to my dear beloved friends, family & others please do think 100 times before doing anything and dont regret. Dont just because of the moment you feel all good and happy, wake up dear....u know its just for the moment. Dont break other hearts just cuz yours is broken. Mend it in a positive way and not for long u will be back on your feet. think rasionally.
LESBIANS...
I love my lesbian friends, I respect them, I don't mind them being around me or being a lesbian, i dont pull them down or give them one kind of look to make them feel awful. Even though i may not understand them but i try being on their point of view because i know some of them are born like that, was like that since young, gave up on the other sex & etc
But what bothers me and makes me feel sick, disrespect & furious at THOSE who fucking try to convert others that are not lesbians.
It is for a fact, that EVERYONE knows publicly and secretly that lesbians are shun upon the public. U guys know for a fact that it is hard being a lesbian, right?
U can't show affection in public, have to pretend in public and if those who are not open minded to the fact of lesbians for example
1. The law
2. Parents
3. Friends
Will prosecute you.
Nvm about the the law, to those who wanna convert non-lesbians to a lesbian. For heaven sakes lar, why the fuck are u so selfish?? have u ever thought about their parents, friends and for her??
Obviously it never crossed your mind or your urges are too strong that u just dont care IF u can actually do it.
Think about it la, it is already so hard for you to be apart of society. Why do u want to drag another innocent being into that?
Whats worst is you guys always aim on helpless, heartbroken girl.
at the point of breaking down, you guys as the knight in shining armor comes "rescue-ing" them by providing them a shoulder to cry on, providing them with cash and materialistic things which in a heart broken state of mind every girls dream where this is what they want from their boyfriends.
it is such a cheap trick to do this, like preying on innocent victims, why??
Just because u like her?
Please la, there are soo many other lesbian girls out there for the picking, and u know these girls wont last too long with u cuz...
1.they are for a fact NOT lesbians *they probably went with u cuz at THAT MOMENT they were heartbroken & blinded to the fact your cheap trick*
2. it is just a phase.
So dear lesbian friends, why want to get YOUR heart broken in the end when u know it is for a fact that it wont last long?
because of your urges?
Then keep it in you and dont be so selfish. Think for others as we think of you as well.
p/s: this goes for guys as well.
p/p/s: if u wanna get offended go ahead cuz it is for a fact that IT IS TRUE. if u can think otherwise what else is there to say then?
p/p/p/s: to my dear beloved friends, family & others please do think 100 times before doing anything and dont regret. Dont just because of the moment you feel all good and happy, wake up dear....u know its just for the moment. Dont break other hearts just cuz yours is broken. Mend it in a positive way and not for long u will be back on your feet. think rasionally.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Every now and then we get emails about rempit's snatching hand bags
Curse them!!! prey on vulnerable gender, nvm take our bags why must they take a live?anyways lets get back to the topic
Now, they've evolve and come out with a new strategic stealing idea that is to smash vehicles windows driven by women because : we have HANDBAGS!
and recently i get to witness it happening o_0" *its not such a great thing to see la but atleast it opened my eyes*
One fine day when Nick & I was driving around we reached BU Sony traffic light and stopped at a red light, it was a two lane road and we were the 4th vehicle and next to us was a BMW 5 series a lone women driving. While enjoying the scenery around the area, suddently we heard 3-4 thud sound coming from the right, before i could turn my head fully towards the sound I saw a motorcycle with 2 passengers making a 90 degrees turn ahead and before we knew it they were gone. Turning our attention to the car next door, the car window had 3 blown marks to the window lucky enough it didnt shatter. Nick sign language the women to ask whether she was alright, all she did was turn away * rich bitch attitude*
Anyways, the window probably didnt shatter because she had tinting or BMW window memang that keng lar but fuck man!that could have been us! and i also think those two were the ones that killed the guy in MC D Centrepoint recently. I mean like, who knows right? Nick saw the pillion rider prepared with gloves and a metal object that was used to hit the glass.
Goodness gracious!imagine these criminals lurking around BU Area! Totally not safe man!
huh, Come to think of it the government keeps encouraging us to walk to near distances location. Please la, not even 10 steps away from your hse also kena Pao d la what more walk to the destination.
Ladies, please NEVER let me repeat NEVER put your valuables, handbags & phones where they can see especially on the passenger seat of your car. They always prey on U at traffic lights because then u cannot chase them. These assholes actually memorize the traffic light sequence so please please please becareful. Dont even bother trying to fight them as nowadays most of them have weapons. Better be safe then sorry right?
Fucking assholes should be put into bars for this.
they are so uncivilized just like the picture below
Dear police, Please boost up your patrolling for the Government has put over 1 billion worth of our tax money into the Police. So dont give us excuses that u dont have enough funds okay??? we need to see some actions from where our money is going to.
Curse them!!! prey on vulnerable gender, nvm take our bags why must they take a live?anyways lets get back to the topic
Now, they've evolve and come out with a new strategic stealing idea that is to smash vehicles windows driven by women because : we have HANDBAGS!
and recently i get to witness it happening o_0" *its not such a great thing to see la but atleast it opened my eyes*
One fine day when Nick & I was driving around we reached BU Sony traffic light and stopped at a red light, it was a two lane road and we were the 4th vehicle and next to us was a BMW 5 series a lone women driving. While enjoying the scenery around the area, suddently we heard 3-4 thud sound coming from the right, before i could turn my head fully towards the sound I saw a motorcycle with 2 passengers making a 90 degrees turn ahead and before we knew it they were gone. Turning our attention to the car next door, the car window had 3 blown marks to the window lucky enough it didnt shatter. Nick sign language the women to ask whether she was alright, all she did was turn away * rich bitch attitude*
Anyways, the window probably didnt shatter because she had tinting or BMW window memang that keng lar but fuck man!that could have been us! and i also think those two were the ones that killed the guy in MC D Centrepoint recently. I mean like, who knows right? Nick saw the pillion rider prepared with gloves and a metal object that was used to hit the glass.
Goodness gracious!imagine these criminals lurking around BU Area! Totally not safe man!
huh, Come to think of it the government keeps encouraging us to walk to near distances location. Please la, not even 10 steps away from your hse also kena Pao d la what more walk to the destination.
Ladies, please NEVER let me repeat NEVER put your valuables, handbags & phones where they can see especially on the passenger seat of your car. They always prey on U at traffic lights because then u cannot chase them. These assholes actually memorize the traffic light sequence so please please please becareful. Dont even bother trying to fight them as nowadays most of them have weapons. Better be safe then sorry right?
Fucking assholes should be put into bars for this.
they are so uncivilized just like the picture below
Dear police, Please boost up your patrolling for the Government has put over 1 billion worth of our tax money into the Police. So dont give us excuses that u dont have enough funds okay??? we need to see some actions from where our money is going to.
Friday, November 6, 2009
Heading Over to Wei Hui's Big-O 20th Birthday Party @ Bar Savanh
Manage to get some quick snap snap of my make-up & style
Never really dare to venture into leggings, but after mix matching here & there
Ta-daa! Not bad huh?
Needed some change in my wardrobe, it's getting dull..Heart leggings now <3
trying out and being daring isnt so bad after all
Manage to get some quick snap snap of my make-up & style
Never really dare to venture into leggings, but after mix matching here & there
Ta-daa! Not bad huh?
Needed some change in my wardrobe, it's getting dull..Heart leggings now <3
trying out and being daring isnt so bad after all
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Have this thought ever cross your mind,
"What is my purpose in this world?"
Everyday, everyone goes around with their activities, be it working, playing, stoning ....
But really, is that all we ever do?
Have your inner conscience ever told u to make a difference in the world before we depart?
I always felt a calling towards animals. always wanting to be in any animal organization to help these animals who cannot speak.
But other than that, what else can I do without any effort YET help save a life?
SAVING A LIFE....woah! thats a HUGE word and sacrifice, right?
ask any of us to jump in front of a car to save your friend, bf, family member and stranger will have a 2nd thought
back to the topic, it's not as hard as any of us think. Well what I'm actually trying to convey here is that we all should consider PLEDGING OUR ORGANS.
hold your horses, this wont be done when you are alive.
The procedure goes by you:
1. Signing the form
2. When you die,adios,leave the world,pass away however way u wanna hear it in a nicer way then only will they take your organs to help those in need.
Imagine you help SAVE A LIFE when one is in need.
totally go to heaven straight =p
think of it this way. *touch wood* any of us diagnose with lung, liver, kidney,heart or watever in us fail. We need an organ fast but the only way is to BE on that waiting list for a kind donor to donate.
But if everyone is sooo selfish, die also wanna keep thier kidney,heart,liver,lungs for oi leng during their funeral *which is not neccesary & FYI taking out your organs wont even effect your outlooks la for goodness sake*who is EVER gonna donate? think about those pitiful people who needs your kidney?
Think of a single mum diagnose with kidney failure *btw kidney failure is rather common around the word* having 5 kids all still schooling waiting for a donor which 1 in 10000 chances of getting a kidney.
or a boyfriend having lung cancer waiting for an almost impossible lung to arrive. How would the whole family + the girlfriend feel?
or imagine the person waiting on that list is YOU.
so dont be lazy. you can do it right at home by printing out the organ donation form, fill it and send it to the designated place.
Im gonna do it, so should everyone else.
p/s: Do inform your family members as there are many cases of the donor pledging but not telling thier family members which will cause complication with the authorities *put in mind your organs needs to be harvested ASAP* so complications like these will only waste not only effort,your organs and a life.
For more information on organ donation, go to www.agiftoflife.gov.my or call 03-2615 6576 or 1-800-88-9080.
"What is my purpose in this world?"
Everyday, everyone goes around with their activities, be it working, playing, stoning ....
But really, is that all we ever do?
Have your inner conscience ever told u to make a difference in the world before we depart?
I always felt a calling towards animals. always wanting to be in any animal organization to help these animals who cannot speak.
But other than that, what else can I do without any effort YET help save a life?
SAVING A LIFE....woah! thats a HUGE word and sacrifice, right?
ask any of us to jump in front of a car to save your friend, bf, family member and stranger will have a 2nd thought
back to the topic, it's not as hard as any of us think. Well what I'm actually trying to convey here is that we all should consider PLEDGING OUR ORGANS.
hold your horses, this wont be done when you are alive.
The procedure goes by you:
1. Signing the form
2. When you die,adios,leave the world,pass away however way u wanna hear it in a nicer way then only will they take your organs to help those in need.
Imagine you help SAVE A LIFE when one is in need.
totally go to heaven straight =p
think of it this way. *touch wood* any of us diagnose with lung, liver, kidney,heart or watever in us fail. We need an organ fast but the only way is to BE on that waiting list for a kind donor to donate.
But if everyone is sooo selfish, die also wanna keep thier kidney,heart,liver,lungs for oi leng during their funeral *which is not neccesary & FYI taking out your organs wont even effect your outlooks la for goodness sake*who is EVER gonna donate? think about those pitiful people who needs your kidney?
Think of a single mum diagnose with kidney failure *btw kidney failure is rather common around the word* having 5 kids all still schooling waiting for a donor which 1 in 10000 chances of getting a kidney.
or a boyfriend having lung cancer waiting for an almost impossible lung to arrive. How would the whole family + the girlfriend feel?
or imagine the person waiting on that list is YOU.
so dont be lazy. you can do it right at home by printing out the organ donation form, fill it and send it to the designated place.
Im gonna do it, so should everyone else.
p/s: Do inform your family members as there are many cases of the donor pledging but not telling thier family members which will cause complication with the authorities *put in mind your organs needs to be harvested ASAP* so complications like these will only waste not only effort,your organs and a life.
For more information on organ donation, go to www.agiftoflife.gov.my or call 03-2615 6576 or 1-800-88-9080.
Monday, November 2, 2009
Hey Dearest Readers!
Currently my blog is in a mess for a bit cuz.... I totally hate my old blog layout!
ugh!it's been giving me loads of trouble *YES!loadsss* with the html which screws up my blog layout and post
so...i've decided to use the ol' blogger layout, easier & much neater
Hope you guys bear with it as much as i'm scratching my head re-doing everything
Love LOVE
yours truly,
me =)
Currently my blog is in a mess for a bit cuz.... I totally hate my old blog layout!
ugh!it's been giving me loads of trouble *YES!loadsss* with the html which screws up my blog layout and post
so...i've decided to use the ol' blogger layout, easier & much neater
Hope you guys bear with it as much as i'm scratching my head re-doing everything
Love LOVE
yours truly,
me =)
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