Thursday, February 26, 2009

Broken to the core by immaturity.

if your scandal was soo reminiscing,
then fucking live with it!
if you can't bear my feelings
then go ahead with your thick headed mind.
I'm through with caring for yours.
why should i live in your scandal shadow?
when u don't give a shyte about my piece of mind?
why should i?
that's what you always say,
then that's what's going to be imprinted in my head.
Bear with it then!
Love those legs!

High heels improve sex.
while just the sight of a pair of vertiginous stilettos is enough to get your pulse racing,
those heels are also giving her libido a boost.
researchers at the university of verna,italy,
have found that wearing high heels increases a women pelvic floor or "pleasure muscles" strength,
which in turn increases sexual sensations.
the researchers say the ideal heel size is 2 to 4 inches,
any higher and she'll be moaning with blisters, not bliss.
Eyes are the window to one's soul
if you find locking eyes with her a struggle,
it might jsut be that you are feeling dominated,shy,anxious or shy.
when u do, " you look away as an attempt to regain control,disengage, and limit how much info you take in.
so the next time you two are alone,
first make a concious effort to rein in your emotions.
If you are still struggling,
take the advice of body language experts and split your attentions among her mouth, eyes and cheeks".
This makes wondering eyes less obvious.
and dont stop trying because researchers found that meeting her gaze makes you seem powerful.

Monday, February 16, 2009


sooOo Ki-ut!!!!!!
Don't u just wanna pinch those double chins??
eeekk!
Valentines? that's sooo last year *rolling eyes*

Vday...HhMmm... doesnt seem to spark my hype anymore, dont know why =(
Recently i've come to realise that i don't look forward to anything anymorE.
Whether it's special occasions, passion, clothes, friends & life nth seems to make me have a spark in my eye.
physically I look dead too...
Im having dreadful puffy, yellow rimed black eyes *which contributes to my overall look*
looking like an old fierce hag *bluek*.
where has my fire went?
ugh!....the mental prison is killing me.
i need to start putting things right before i regret being like this.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

AQUARIUS

Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind, loves being in
long-term relationships. Can be clumsy at times but tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever! they do. Messy, and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when their not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more then their family. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.

So true!damn!they can predict.jo sent me this and i was shocked by it.
eekk!

Friday, February 6, 2009

smoke get's in your lungs

I've been reading alot on real life stories of people that have lived through lung cancer to tell their tale, seeing how researchers try soo hard to warn people from smoking, adverts showing gruesome pictures of cigrette related health problems when suddently it sparked me in the head

why should i have to keep reading about tragic stories & see soo many adverts to wake me up of the tragic that awaits me in the future?

can't any of us take precaution before things happen?

many say that "aiya wait until the right time comes only i will stop".

And the right time is??? when u get lung cancer is it?

I can say that we are being very selfish to our children and spouse next time.

Imagine at your prime age having a few kids, great job and a house and sudently tragedy strikes! u get lung cancer and u survived it having hooked onto a lifesupport machine wasting away day by day.

Do u think that your children or spouse deserve to pay for your life support? seeing u everyday jsut lying there waiting to die. Don't u think its selfish that now u smoke for GREATNESS, FABULOUSITY & COOLNESS and next time people have to take responsibility of u just because u smoked.

My future my responsibility, i wont let cigerette take away my life and see my family grow old jsut because of a stick a day.

Why should i give death a chance.

Thursday, February 5, 2009

An intresting thought.

have u guys ever wonder is our life fated or we control our own fate? i was thinking if god does monopolize our life like monopoli then every life would already have a full story planned ahead of time.just like as if god written our life story in a book.Imagine it would be soo cool i could jump into peoples life and read thier story. But then, wouldnt it be scary if that book was a horror book or something unwanted then it would be scary to know the persons fate.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

A YEAR OLDER,AND WISER =)

19 sparks the last year for me as a teen, eekk!feeling of dread streams all over me as thoughts of MORE responsibility is going to weight my shoulder down. I'm having flashes of my life passing through just as if i am going to die.

Will i be able to get a job with the pay that i want that can carry my materialistic demands?

Is he the one?

Will he take care of me for the rest of my life eventhough wrinkles start to invade me and age cathes up to my health?

Is there more to life or is this just it?

What do I want in life? and whether i can achieve it?

Will i make a good wife and a mummy?

eeekkk!these are some of the thoughts that has been streaming in and out of my mind recently lor, ugh...sooner of later i'll have to make decisions about all these things.GOSH!im growing old!arghhh!worrying too much....talk about dreaming a few times being pregnant -_-" arghh!lets just put aside these thoughts and let me share with u the moments of my Birthday =)

p/s: not expecting anything makes life more happy when things actually do happen.

When i wasnt expecting anything, baybe surprise me with my brithday cake =) *its a muffin la* but still!i was sooo super hype and happy that i couldnt stop smilling a gigling like a small girl keke

AND!i got a birhtday pressie too!


He had to steal abit of the limelight

Who's the luckiest bday gurl on the 4th of feb? Andrea Ong Su Hean!

hHhMmM....what's inside??

M.A.C plastic bag wor????

*HOPING for more pressie?

guessing whats in the bag

*Drums rolling* i got a M.A.C liquid eyeliner that i wanted so bad!YIPPYDABADOOOO!

N whats on my other hand??? a shu eumera creme eyeshadow!that i wanted too!yeeehhheee!double combo =)


aiihh,im soo happy =) thank u baybe!muax!muax!muax!